TAKE ME DOWN

i didn't give a shit?

it's lame how most of the time, when i'm sad, it's because of someone. and that person tends to be the only one i want comfort from. so they hurt me and then i turn to them.
cool.

your voice is the only thing that guides me home.

i can't explain how bad i want you.
ahhhh it's all i fucking think about fjkdhfjhgdkfjg

(716) : I could tell by the way he was holding my hand that he really liked you.

and i miss you so much.

these weeks go by slower than ever now.

i guess we're done for real this time.
zach likes someone else. she's 17. that's nice.
um i'm a mess. i suck at this like you wouldn't believe.


sakjhfjkdfh i just want you, fuck.

move to north carolina or some shit.

i don't understand why you get like this. it's exhausting.

I never update. I'm back at school. Fitchburg bl0wz as much as ever. But my schedule isn't bad.
I have Human Growth & Development with this crazy lady. She's nice but really enthusiastic and always out of breath. I have Interactive Media with this guy with a handlebar moustache. His wife is like 8 months pregnant and he always talks about it, so cute. I'm not so into the whole designing websites thing but we'll see. I have Computer Science Basics with this nerdy little asian man with long pointy pinky nails. He talks really soft and the class will probably be really boring. Photo Large Format, <3 Peter. And Lit for Young Adults online, lame. Too many essays.
Me and Zach are good lately, or atleast I think so. Never really know what he's thinking. I just hope for the best.
No school Monday hooray.

you must be doing something wrong cause bath & body wants to interview me now.

took me five days to get a new job.
i start at wet seal friday.

i had an interview with wet seal today. i think it was good. she said "that went great and we'll most likely call you in the next couple days." she liked my availability and experience in the mall.
andd we're allowed to have five facial piercings. nice.
fingers crossed.

i got fired from bakers today. it was totally unexpected and shitty.
apparently i'm not "happy and enthusiastic" enough and bakers "isn't the place" for me. hm is that why every manager before you loved me and never commented on it? and why i've been there for a year?
and thanks for the warning beforehand. now i'm screwed for the summer.
i'm upset, i really liked that job and wanted to stick with it.
and fuck, no more 50% off really nice shoes and bags :[
fml.

please.

me and deena couldn't think of anything good to do today so she suggested we get tattoos.
idk how serious she was but it sounded like a good idea soo we did.
we went to tattoomb where i got my love tattoo and it was only $50 shop minimum.
the guy didn't remember me and i didn't remind him cause i'm weird?
it was a good day.



goodnight moon mouse & "love never loses it's way home"

i'm your puppet.
i'll learn to love it.
and i'll undress if you need it,
but please don't need it.
if you need it i'll scream out.
we have a secret.
i will sweep it beneath the carpet
where you'll keep it.
how weak is that?
wish i was worth it to you.

tattoos
tanning
pedicure
hair dye
shopping
$$??
wut.